For resigned
J e hate resigned!
I hate the resigned, as I hate the messy, as I hate lazy people. I hate the resignation! I hate dirt, I hate doing nothing. I hate the patient bent under some malignant fever, and I hate the sick imagination a little willingness would call right. I pity the man in chains, surrounded by guards, crushed iron weight and number. I hate the soldiers that curve the weight of a gallon or three stars, the workers that the weight curve of capital. Like the man who says what he feels when he is, I hate votard to conquer a perpetual majority. Like the learned crushed under the weight of scientific research, and I hate the man who bends his body under the weight of an unknown power, X in any of a god. I hate, I say, all those who, yielding to others out of fear, resignation, some of their power of man, not only crash but crush me, my loved ones, the weight of their support or their inertia awful silly. I hate, yes, I hate them because I feel, I do not bend under the tape of the officer, the mayor's sash, gold of the capitalist morals or religion; long ago I know that all this is that it rattles the glass shatters like ... I bent under the weight of the resignation of others. Oh I hate the resignation!
I love life. I want to live, not meanly as those that meet only part of their muscles, their nerves, but largely satisfying the facial muscles as well as those of the calves, the weight of my back like my brain. I do not want to swap one share for share notional Now tomorrow, I will give anything in this for the wind of the future. I do not want me to bend under the words "homeland, God, honor." I know too well the emptiness of these words: religious and secular ghosts. I do not care retreats, paradise in the hope of which take resigned, religion and capital. I laugh at those who has accumulated for their old age, deprive themselves in their youth, of those who, at sixty to eat, fast to twenty years.
Me, I want to eat when I have strong teeth to tear and shred the meat healthy and delicious fruit, when my stomach juices digest without any trouble and I want to drink my thirst or cooling fluids tonics. I love women, or women as appropriate to our common desires, and I do not want to resign myself to the family, law, code, no person may have on our bodies. You will, I will. Make fun of us family law, ancient form of resignation.
But that's not all I want because I have eyes, ears, senses other than drinking, eating, sexual love, enjoy in other forms. I want to see the beautiful sculptures, beautiful paintings, Rodin admired Manet. I want to hear the best operas, playing Beethoven or Wagner. I want to know the classic comedy, turning over the baggage literary, artistic inheritances from men to men past present or browse the best work ever and ever unfinished humanity. I want the joy for me, for the chosen companion for children, for friends. I want a home where my eyes can rest comfortably after the work finished. Because I want the joy of work too, this healthy joy, this joy strong. I want my arm handle the plane, hammer, spade or scythe. That muscles grow, as the chest widens to powerful movements, useful and reasonable. I want to be helpful, I want us to be useful. I want to be useful to my neighbor and I want my neighbor to be useful. I wish that we work a lot because I'm insatiable enjoyment. And because I want enjoy I'm resigned.
Yes, yes, I want to happen, but I want to enjoy and I want to knead the dough, but eating the best bread to the harvest, but drink better wine, build a house but live a better apartment; do furniture, but have the useful and even beautiful, I want to do theater, but large enough to accommodate me and mine. I want to cooperate to produce, but I want to eat together. That one dream to produce for others to whom they will leave, ironically, their best efforts, I will, together freely, but eating produce.
Resigned, look, I spit on your idols, I spit on God, I spit on the country, I spit on Christ, I spit on the flags, I spit on capital and the golden calf, I spit on religion: they are rattles, I laugh, I laugh ... They are nothing without you, leave them and they break into pieces. So you're a force, resigned oh, who are unaware of these forces but which are nonetheless forces, and I can not spit on you, I can not hate you or love you ....
Above all my desire, that I see you shake your resignation in the wake of terrible life. There is no future paradise, there is no future, only the present.
we live! Live! Resignation is death. The revolt, that's life.
Albert Libertad (1875-1908), Anarchy , April 13, 1905
Albert Libertad (1875-1908), Anarchy , April 13, 1905
... Where one sees clearly that men are smaller than cows ...